How did you as a human being change while growing up?
12.06.2025 01:50
ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ younger… I changed. A lot.
Well if you talk about my personlity and my emotional strong-ness, I changed. Because I don’t really care much about anything, not in a cool sort of way but then it’s the truth, i just leave things. When I was little and I cried, I used to cry for hours without stopping until i had someone to talk to. Now, I cry for max 10 minutes, think about it, suck it up and distract myself. Idk why I do this.
I found qoura (yeah-) , i did all that in my quarantine. I pretty much had many meltdowns as well cus i started spending a lot of time alone. And also just being me when i’m with my friends. My parents were kinda shocked about the change. By my 12th birthday it was decided that we would move to hyderabad. I was devistated cus just as i thought that my life was getting a bit better, just as i was making friends and everything was lovely… we had to move again.
And i shouldn’t have went home that day because oh my god, i got the scolding of a lifetime. My behaviour was just ew in the eyes of my parents. They gave me lessons about it many times.
That’s what I remember. Like if my present self met younger me,
How did I change??
No one really mentions how hard preteen years are tbh. It’s always hard when you are a teen. But then I moved again, this time from andhra to tamil nadu. I made friends there. Even had a crush lmao. Didn’t last long tho. It was just meh. This was the time which kinda shaped how i am right now. I discovered new music and how I loved it once more. I sang more, i found bts.
We moved to hyderabad anyway. I hated the thought of it but it wasn’t so bad after 3 months, i even thought that it was better than chennai. My eighth grade was cool, best grade in my life so far. I will never forget my 8th grade. By this time i understood that liking pink didn’t make you girly and liking black didn’t make you cool. My fav colour was navy blue back then.
From age 6 - 10
When I was 8 i moved from the us to india. It was… Well i didn’t care much back then but it was a turning point in my life.
When i was in kindergarden there was this really pretty girl who did really well in her studies as well and i was envious of her ( i was five gimme a break ) Cus the teachers loved her as well. Gosh this is so random. Lmao. But yes. And i was also one of those idiots who say they hate pink cus it’s girly. Please-
I have friends, not that many, not too few. I don’t speak much that often but when i get close with you, I will never shut up. My laugh is still the same… I laugh so ridiculously that it makes others laugh. Some people make fun of it, but it’s something that makes people laugh and i don’t mind.
I guess you could say that I am the same but now I am just more mature and introverted. I also have a better view on life now. I don’t think of dying anymore, I used to be like “i wanna die” whenever i was even just a tad bit teary. I don’t wanna die anymore. I want to live. I was stupid back then-
10 - 13
From age 1 - 5
ㅤㅤㅤ [ Dream ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁๋࣭ I will be with you ]
My parents didn’t know how their daughter would turn out to be, that was my baby era. My mom used to say that I would eat nothing and say things that made her laugh. Like for example “dad when you grow up, i’ll buy you a moustache.” Or “Mummy.. If i eat icecream, will my poo be cold?” I can honestly see myself saying that. She also used to say that I used to sing songs when i was three or two, without stuttering. I am honestly quite impressed cus i love music. I also used to wake up my mom in the middle of the night and force her to make me a dosa, cus I get hungry. She also says i used to laugh in my sleep. Yeah… I don’t even know-
N A R A is gone, whoosh 🪄
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I was… Wow, i can’t even remember how i was. I was an asshole tho.
I got caught and it wasn’t pretty so that was that. I still thought being a tomboy was cool. I got glasses and i looked like an abomination but then i was cute at times. This is when my parents started to realise that their child was a fire cracker waiting to burst. I don’t mean in a good way lol. If anyone gets on my nerves, despite tem being older or younger than me, i started getting irritating and I remember this one one time I screamed at my friends father cus… Well i don’t remember why but then i just did.
ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ—ㅤ I was a little asshole when i was
I learn’t how to cycle, crashed into a car, a person, fell down, cried, yeah… Well it was worth it. I didn’t ever look back after that. That was my 6 - 10. It was just my parents figuring out what i even was. I was always enthusiastic about going out and exploring things and meeting people. I got hurt a lot as a child. I was clumsy.
I am not that insecure anymore. About my skin colour or body type or anything. I don’t mind. My voice is very deep now, even though i am a girl. Oh and I sleep a lot now. I still get hungry all the time… That never changed.
Well i don’t want my dad to have a moustache anymore cus he looks awful with it, I still say some really stupid shit, I still have anger issues and i get annoyed easily, I’m still hungy all the time and I still love music.
ㅤㅤㅤ[ Dream ⛧⋆｡I will be generous ]
I was still as weird as ever, I lied a lot when I was this age (6) .
Who is the beast of Revelation 13?
I knew nothing and I was just there-
I think I honestly changed a lot to be honest. I don’t like going out that much anymore, i don’t talk to a lot of people anymore, my fav colour is grey and I am not girly or a tomboy… It depends on my mood.
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present me would be so annoyed-
Nara what was wrong with you.